Friday, April 30, 2021

My mother

I've been lonely.  It was even dreaded before.

Especially I'm alone in that rented room near my workplace.  My friends (not colleagues, and I don't have work friends) they're occupied. So here I am minding my own business...The new ones, the old ones are even more.  But I can't tell them that I'm lonely cuz that would b selfish.  And I knw several who actually choose to distant themselves.

There's a prayer on how not to feel lonely, you knw you are lonely but you won't feel that way, because Allah is there, but at the same time..these feelings are what make me write.  Words by words.  Beautiful even no one reads it, even no one thinks nothing of it.  May Allah grants me what's best for me.  

The song Your Mother by various artist

"...who should I take good care of?
..giving all my love..."

This part n the way the kid sings it, the stress on Giiiving

aih it's just a tear jerker.
Missing her.

رَبَّنَا اغْفِرْ لِي وَلِوَالِدَيَّ وَلِلْمُؤْمِنِينَ يَوْمَ يَقُومُ الْحِسَابُ

Oh Allah, forgive her and elevate her station among to those who are guided.  Send her along the path of those who came before, and forgive us and her, O lord of the worlds.  Enlarge for her grave and shed light upon her in it.

♥️♥️♥️
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