Bawah 100: Pemburu

Hisyam, dia adik aku.  Satu-satunya yang aku ada sekarang.  

Aku masih ingat malam itu.  Bapak tiba-tiba datang menjemput aku pulang setelah dua bulan aku di sana.  

Kenapa?

Aku dah senang kat sana.  Pak Hasan sangat memahami dan Judi… dia cinta pertama aku.  Aku mengintai dari dalam. Terlihat kereta bapak. Aku keberatan.  Kemudian aku nampak Hisyam dengan roket kertas kesayangannya. Aku tersenyum dalam kesayuan.  Aku tahu. Aku harus pulang.

Semalam dia terlantar.  Tenat, kata doktor. Tapi jauh-jauh aku tolak idea itu.  Jantung.

Aku memilih untuk kembali kepada saat tembakan maut itu dilepaskan.

 

Journal: Late Bloomer

I wanna dance in the dark 

(come on)

We gonna light up the night

(come on)

I hit Bluetooth button and 

the track played itself

but it's not from Spotify

Tonight, it was my first time 

driving back from school

the road was lit with 

not enough lamppost

my astigmatism eyes suffered

but they were better 

right now, on my way back

while eating my dinner

there were some chicken

but I poured only the lamb curry

on my rice and poppadoms too

I swiped open my screenlock

and hovered through status

'Late Bloomer' words appeared

These words always 

floating somewhere in my mind

I keep telling myself

that I am one of the late bloomers

Tonight Davis revealed his crush

after little pestering

I told him to be best of friends first

and this new girl friend of mine

we talked about boys and boy-band

like I was seventeen

just like her seventeen self

Of all these things in which

I never had with my own circle

I guess this is it for me

I am late because these are

made for me now I guess

it scares me that I might be

overly comfortable

There you go~

Getting so overly comfortable

Baby

Does it ever crossed your mind?

The lyric excerpt are from:

Dancing in The Dark by Rihanna

Fools by Madison Beer

my thoughts

ps: I better read that Late Bloomer ff too :P