I was browsing songs by Rex Orange County and I kept on seeing this thumbnail. It didn't appealed to me, I don't know, I keep on having some impressions, bad ones. But then after days of seeing it being suggested to me (was it?) but it's there, and so I clicked it and I was so happy I clicked it and I'm in love (hahha just like all the other bands and singers, art makers out there).
Then, I watched their MV on Losing You and I love the part where he started the first verse. So cute. Such a cutie, baby face but of a manly voice, manly deep voice. That was the first attraction. I posted a lot of them@him (is this a band or a solo?) on my Whatsapp status XD. Look I really love this guy and the songs. The image they bring, 90s vibes, with their guitar hung just a bit below their chest and the songs and the simple but effective lyrics and they have sense of humor! Filming facing the sun hah!
I've been practicing my alto voice haahhah!
They are currently on tour and their instagram's stories filled with them performing casually somewhere in Europe.
People these days, we are relying on our phones, on internet, on gadgets. Whenever you feel anything at all you decide to share it with the world be it the most unnecessary things that are better kept to yourself. Too much sharing (publicly) is always too much.
I turn you on Check the Evil's Eye for more and it can say many things there, the status you updated or the pictures you posted on the Instagram could trigger people in ways we wouldn't know, if those make people happy then I guess it's okay but what about if they drive people crazy, jealousy, hunger and etc. People especially little kids, teenagers, youngsters want to feel belonged so bad (adults do too but we cope better than them) they willing to do things the wrong way, making wrong decisions and not really aware about it; in this case (the lyric) they buy it all, who knows you could not afford those trending gadgets or looks but well, or simply you try too hard to impress others when you are better than that.
We are fucked
They say "It all gets better"
They say "It won't last forever"
Then someone pulls the trigger
We are fucked
This sounds like a mental health issues, where many people still are being insensitive and ignorant (pricks for some) some are never talked about as they are considered taboo topics. People would always say "It all gets better", "It won't last forever", "it's all just in your head" , "just be happy" , "be chill, okay", "calm down", "relax"
Can you see how fucked up most people are? How ignorant they can be?
And Then someone pulls the trigger is when somebody committed suicide then it's too late and people would only then feel something really was wrong with that someone. Then only people would acknowledge the suffering. We are doomed.
We've got hearts in the right places
But we're still a danger to ourselves
Maybe it's cuz we are young
This is quite hard for me to understand but what I can get from this is that we have hearts, we have love, we love, we do love, we cherish but at times we can be harmful to ourselves especially when you never knew what monster you can turn to and the persona proceeds on saying maybe because they are young, so probably telling us that the youngsters (especially) they do things and they say that they do what they do for love and they never knew they could be so wrong.
These days we only follow
These days we’re feeling hollow
Get paid the only motto
For the chorus, it's catchy and provocative.
These days we only follow is when people follow what's everybody are doing, we want attention, we seek attention be it from negative things, people hunger for fame, as long we got paid, people are the servants of money. These days we’re feeling hollow people have no spiritual strength, limited beliefs, no beliefs, they feel emptiness because there's no food to give to the souls. When hollow is what we feel other things, darkness may take over.
The blue ocean that the red sun used to
wash its face turns black
The white sky that had clouds and rain and the wind turns gray
I leave the darkness that finds my heart
Even the cold shadow that covers the night starts to harden
If the ice melts, a warmer song would
have come out
But why is the ice so cold? Why is it so cold?
Why are they so cold
Why are they so cold
The blue ocean that the red sun used to
wash its face
I look at the past warmth that is deeply buried (too late get it out)
I wish the cold in the world of adults would be gone too
I wish the frozen love will melt away now
I leave the darkness that finds my
heart
Even the cold shadow that covers the night starts to harden
If the ice melts, a warmer song would
have come out
But why is the ice so cold? Why is it so cold?
If the ice melts, a warmer song would
have come out
But why is the ice so cold? Why is it so cold?
Why are they so cold
Why are they so cold
Such a beautiful song. Written with talent and bad experience. The symbols used are just so good. So poetic and I like the line if the ice melts, a warmer song would have come out.
It means a lot.
Guys, this is why I love poetry. and this pretty much explains why I am such a sucker for some songs similar to this and I'm a crybaby you assholes and why I am AKMU's fan.
I'm such a late bloomer, I only managed to figure myself about this passion of mine quite late and I'm not sure what to feel.
So when I was looking for more videos for the previous entry, I browsed for AKMU, because they made beautiful songs and MVs and I remembered watching this one when they debuted and I like the MV and I like the boy (he's cute) and also I can't really remember what I thought of this MV the first time I saw it but I know I like the song. But after watching it back just now, and I actually cried like really crying and I lied down on the cold floor of my room then I was thinking why would I watch something that is so frustrating, you know the boy had a hard time in the MV, even the dog betrayed him and when he thought that owh I can smile now because there's a dog but the dog barked at you and he lost it and he barked at it instead. Like he is so frustrated, he lost his bags, and got beaten by an adult.
Then, I sat up straight and I decided to read the comments and I saw this:
Not sure if I can show the names but this is not a bad thing and
I think it is okay to just leave the names here because they made a good comments anyway
and I was like woa I never thought it this way about the mv and the song. I never learned the lyric anyway and I didn't watch any interviews on AKMU about their songs (I probably gonna do it after this) And it hits me, it hits me real good and how I can totally relate this to my life right now and how it is so true. So basically I am an adult now even though I don't feel like it and I feel so not fit in among the adults at my workplace since I'm working and I pay my own bills and actually have bills and drive my own car and so I guess that's adult enough to be called as adult. I am not ready and at times I even feel like wanting to become friends with my teenage students because I just miss what they have with their friends and I want that back.
I officially a government school teacher for a year, yesterday was the anniversary of me and my fellow friends. A day or two before that. I had a conflict with a colleague of mine and she's such a bitch and I hate her now and everything she does bother me a lot like please don't even talk to me as if there's nothing happened. I never felt being hated like this before. It sucks since you're alone there and I lost my utmost trust on them. I really am. I thought they were perfect but then this happened and I felt so out of place and how my mornings are ruined because of that critics she gave me and also every time I look at her. What an asshole she is.
Then I remember everything that ever happened to me since I first got posted there and begin my life as a working adult. That was the critical point where I really feel like ohh this is it, this is adulthood. I don't even got excited when I got my first paycheck (not really a check) and the first time I saw the boss in that place, it was already bad enough, like she didn't seem to be welcoming me and all I needed that time was just comforting words, like bitch this is hard enough why make it hard on me and can't you even smile at me?
And can't you guys tell that I don't want this job? I don't mind and clearly I made a mistake. So don't go around and assume that I have nothing else if I don't have this job. Can't you see this is complicated really bitch? YOU ARE AN ADULT YOU GUYS ARE ALL ADULTS and clearly you were once like me too or was it easy for you? and can you guys like stop asking me whether I have a boyfriend and some even asking me when will I get married? Like does that really bother you? Mind your own business, bitches.
you guys treated me like I have a lot to give. you treated me like I know everything. You expect so much from me. Can't you see I'm just a newbie adult? I am sorry if I don't act like one because I never been an adult before and there's no fcking manual on that. I'd call myself a late bloomer. I know myself better than any of you. I do. Lucky for you guys if adulthood comes so naturally to you, and read me thoroughly first instead of bombing me with your assumptions just because you are butt-hurting of my existence.
Currently my friends are having hard times, my best friend is sick and I feel helpless that I am not there with her and I feel so bad about it. I sent comforting words that I really hope to comfort her but I know my words are nothing to her illness but I want you to know that I cried too but I have to be strong for you. And my housemate, she suddenly shut herself from her friends, only negative status updates on fb and I don't even know why. But the status was about work and her colleagues. I don't even know what I am supposed to do and I'm scared. I have a friend that said that she's depressed. That she might have depression. I know it's a lot more to that term, but if that what she feels then, that's enough. She had enough, she's tired, she's sad and she's not happy. She was so fine but then it just happened. I understand that, and I feel restless about it. AND YEAH ADULTS ARE COLD give us a break you asshole morons you guys are not helping anything I never wanted to be like you guys anyway but it just happen. we just grow old. You guys give many bad examples and expect me to accept them? I feel you, AKMU. Our first time as an adult facing other adults and it sucks.
Ya you guys have it hard too, but don't let it on us vent on your kids instead. They're gonna be like me like my friends someday they'll be adults too and the way I act will be theirs too. so stop complaining about your marriage and rely on us the not married ones. What if I don't get married at all? (again with the assumptions I'll get married one day, that bitch even said how can I "branak pinak kalu tu pun xtaw" HEY BITCH first, you eavesdroppin?? and think that's okay for you to make an opinion right there right then when I was actually not talking to you, bitch? and did I ask for your opinion, bitch? and secondly, I was only asking silly things about my chocolate spread, I was just trying to be a goodie2 girl to my desk neighbor person, is that really a bother that I want to be manja2?? If you were joking, you're not funny.
Just a list of music videos that I find very aesthetic and hooked with.
They are visually captivating and manage to evoke some kind of wonderful feelings and wonderful memories of your own or even not from your own mind at all, something that you can create or just the minds of the characters you are writing about. The feeling you get when it is raining peacefully.
Some of these even evoke the sad feelings and it feels as if we are them, the characters from the mv or the songs or just the things that we always wanting to do with some of our friends or just simply things that related to you or you want it to be related to you.
These types of videos make me feel as if I am in different world but still in my own. A kind of feeling that soothing and pleasant.
and together with good music and vocal just boom wow.
Rain
by
Soyou & Baekhyun
Hold My Hand
by
Lee Hi
Palette
by
IU feat G Dragon
I Swear
by
SISTAR
There are more but I just can't remember the others hmmm
haha
P/s:
My leg cramped last night, like the whole leg TT
Thinking of buying IU's latest album, Palette but I think I'm broke TT
You know sometimes biler ak came across with vids guys dancing to girls songs geli mmg x kena, cringy btul tp this guy ak suke sgt siap jeles and wow and ulang play sambil sengeh sengsorang and secretly dancing along in my mind hahahh. and maybe some of you tgk ni leh cringe. Feeling ak tgk this guy mcm tgk Shinee's Key dances to girls songs. Suke sbb mcm wow perfect and on point. Tp ak jd cringy bler some boys mcm sape tu kump ZEA yg maknae x silap.
Rase mcm kesian, and ak kne tutup. But this is clearly soal personal choice, ntah nape suke ntah nape x kan. And ak kenal die ni same lame ak knal kpop and mase suke gler nk cover dances so jmpe this guy and ak suke gler bler die kaver Beyonce omg omg. So harap die dpt la cover Beyonce's Blow.
Below: I first discovered this video
I was looking for Right? cover than I rediscovered Chris after so many years and I'm glad. Hehe
A combination of nice lyric, nice dance, nice mv, nice voice and nice everything! Just love this instantly! Makes me remind the beauty of music! Just a total love! That booteh booteh! WIll be my obsession for this very next second! Just classy! I may be exaggerating but this is how I feel, can't help myself. I listened to four of her songs now and
Kyaaa~ ☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆ Its a surprise because I wasnt expecting any new MVs or songs from them, I was being a neutral haha. I opened YouTube and then it was there on the interface i dont know what to call It is a Japanese track from which err I don't know! I'll find it later I guess & I can't wait to buy Oh! album hehe an old one but ya I want it since I'm a S♥NE and yeah I still don't have it -_- It is a nice song I like it, the MV is not a dance MV which I super like, love the setting, love the mood of the whole mv, their dressing are cute and elegant(?) and I super love it that there is no super exposure of skin being exposed haha lol at this sentence, and also pastel colour they're in a scene, the scene where they did a little dance which I believe its the song's official dance while TaeYeon is sketching something, I wonder what is she sketching and the last scene is on the girls walking across the room & the we the audience can only see their legs and wow their shoes are super awesome! (>,<) They looked like in the Bad Girl mv too. And do they filmed this right after Paparazzi but only publish it now? Come on look at their hair! The song is haihh I must locate new words to best describe songs & music. I should look up the meaning of the song later maybe.
And this song reminds me of old track from Oh! album, My Best Friend! One of the reason I want the album well I know I can download it I super love this song, its cute and I got a dance practice version of this song. And I dedicate this song to all my friends, especially to those ones haha. U guys know it.
Hahaha I hate the title I made. Puihh I wrote it myself. Anyway the MV is out! ☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆ The newest Super Junior MV from the 6th album, the Sexy, Free and Single album & this i one is promoted for their repackage album which means its their Sexy free and single version C. And and its out today, I mean the Mv. It was supposed to be out on the 8th but it got delayed because the video contains guns and blood, so it needed to pass the whatever it takes for the mv to be legal for the viewers and can be aired. But there is still scenes with guns and blood but its not gory though. Like usual the video is more to the dance video. The wore suits & shades on. The mv started with DongHae which again I thought became the new trend for the Sujus (>,<) And I super love it! And ended with SungMin pulling a trigger! The LeeTeuk's hairstyle is epic! The guns and rifles~ I love ShinDong's! Suited him very well. He has this new hairstyle looks like the hair of SeungRi hehe. EunHyuk with the hat and KyuhYun who jumped across Im not sure whom. Ngeee~ I like this song especially the beginning of the song, kind unique to me.
Uhh its hard to write a review because I dont know what type tense to use (O.O). It messed up so umm. I got the news from the twitter, some ELFs I followed and I sent a text to Syafika & she was happy! But I didnt find it at first but she said it is out and even sent a link of SM channel on youtube. Haha I found only the teaser but then I copied the title and removed the teaser word and voilaa I found it!
Epic hair indeed
Wookie! The hair..
I dont fancy his hair
Haaaa~
Fan art i guess
Love this too! They did magic! Lol
the album cover
The epic ending, Epic
ps: thanks to whoever made the glorious gifs and for being so fast.
The MV is finally out! fjsndjnw;aiorbgvneirnvanefnvashgjnsaj,kfbuif this is the best MV from Super Junior ever! So many emotions right now (ц｀ω´ц*) (/ω＼) (*ﾉ▽ﾉ) (*ﾉωﾉ)
So many emotions..yeah! I love the mv so so so much! The opening is very cool with Donghae in the front unlike the previous mvs where Siwon is the man in the middle..Donghae is sooooooo handsome. Then there were EunHae & KyuMin~ I mean the positions that they were arranged he he he. I love the part when the song started and their hands were like hanging up at the back of their heads with that facial expression of Donghae's woooooo! A total love from me. The dance awesome! Like usual their dance are cool & awesome & sexy! The set, I love it,,it is different from the mvs before. Sungmin's part when his part comes in he was wearing that thorns or what headband hihi & not to mention he got lots of airtime here O.O I'm impressed. The dance steps also consisted of that legs crossing back and forward thing which is still hard for me to follow..Im still practising and a.. lot. Leeteuk was wearing that weird where his chest was exposed! Ryeowook >,< he looks gorgeous! His body looks bolder & love the hair..Imma crying...Eunhyuk was attractive and gorgeous like ever, with that grooves again imma crying hahha..the snapping fingers part was just so perfect. Yesung's hair was a bit wavy & he looks a bit different from himself & I'm saying this in a good way. He looks sexy too >,<. The KANGIN's part! I was like clapping and all! I wished I could scream out loud! I wonder when did they get the time to record the song with him and also the dance? Ohh now I miss Heechul..He would be awesome woth this concept. Kyuhyun hmmm he looks the same wih that hair..why Kyu??! Hahah he must have been struggling a lot not to wear that thing on his neck. Then there was part of them walking towards another wearing suits wow & they also sang in the outfits..Yesung's hair became red! Shindong's part was too short (T_T) He looks awesome in blonde. There were also a scene of them jumping in the air in a slow mo. Awesomeness. Then it ends with Siwon in the middle and Eunhyuk & Sungmin at sides >,<. The song sounds better than the teaser and the medley! So this is great because it exceeds my expectation. I was not fond with it at first but now I'm hooked up! Ya put that hook up song up! Both Katy Perry & Kelly Clarkson! Okay, the dressing are cool reminds me a bit from their Bonamana's which is SEXY. Overall its a TEN. Its a mindblowing but It's official, Super Junior will forever be in those oddly lit rooms. The song, the MV..Yea Sexy free and Single Im ready to mingle.!! And Im proud of myself that Ive been waiting for their comeback,,really..because I was checking up for their teasers and all before this was out. I love you.
LOve this
This part O.O
Still looks girly even with that headband >,<
Ahhhh I wish I can put all the cool gifs here >,<
ps: I'm listening to that newly bought Still Alive album & was hard with this mv releasead. I love TOP. hahahha the gif
LOve this 
This part O.O
Still looks girly even with that headband >,<
Ahhhh I wish I can put all the cool gifs here >,<
I love TOP. hahahha the gif
