Journal: Supernatural

*spoiler*

So hey~ I am currently at the 9th season of Supernatural.  I'm like way back behind but I don't mind this, I'm proud of myself and also sometimes got shocked with spoiler around the net, no one to blame.  This season, it is overwhelming, intense, sad, pain & etc.  Great plot tho I have a few questions here and there but I dont want to spoil the fun, get along.  

Not very long time ago I found a vid clip of narration. It got me the first time I saw the clip, and back then I was in the earlier seasons if not mistaken.  But then I decided to find again and I found it and how the video clip gives me a much clearer view of what it is about.  I love the narration, the montage of Dean's hurting in and out, it really is about him hurting, restless, hopeless and while writing this I am putting the clip on loop.  The piano and her voice are really perfect together makes we want to find Dean and be there for him, I cried.  Ya these later seasons got me crying a lot and I admit I am highly get touchy2 and all.

It's like you're screaming and no one can hear..
You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important
that without them you feel like nothing
no one will never understand how much it hurts
you feel hopeless
but nothing can save you
and when it's over and it is gone
you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back
so you can have the good.

After I watched most of the scenes included in above clip, I understand that this piece is really about him and in few episodes when Sam finally understand what's been happening and how he is so pissed at Dean and said how he really ready to die and Dean won't let that happen.

"You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important

that without them you feel like nothing" 

above lines, exactly what Sam had dropped on him.  If we look on both Dean and Sam's views, Sam would say that Dean is like that, Sam said in 9.13: "I was ready to die.  I was ready.  I should have died, but you... You didn't want to be alone, and that's what all this boils down to.  You can't stand the thought of being alone".  I was like HOW COULD YOU, SAM! and Dean was like or was I, I was like yaa Dean cannot stand the idea of being alone, but that's true but he wants to save you and he believes that you can be saved...Dean is selfish to Sam, but idk ,,he's your brother and to Dean, Sam is like everything to him  even Sam cannot hear him screaming.,and that last part of that episode when Sam said he wouldn't do the same for Dean.  you just break your only brother's heart there.  And along the episode, scenes, before this one, Dean is actually been thinking how Sam said "if you want work, then we work, but if you want to be brothers..*silence*" This one uwaaaaaa, "And I was just being honest" he said.. Ya of course Dean didn't get to sleep that night,,

It's like if I know there's still chances, I'd choose to be selfish just for the other person to be back on feet.  Sam also being a selfish dude when he decided to let things go and to die...he wasn't trying hard enough I guess.  Both of them are in great distressed and all, time is running out and all ya it's super tough.

for the clip, who ever made this, wrote this, I want to like be friends with and share our thoughts or something cuz right now I have no one to share my thoughts about this series, amazing.  Of course other series are just as great and it is just me who do not have the time in the world for them all.  I know I'd fall in love with every single of them but for now I decide not to.  Besides I am a slow watcher *if that's a word* 

Script 9.13 'The Purge'

Movie: Maleficient

*contains spoiler*

Just finished this.  Love it.  I love every scenes of it. Reminds me of Frozen.  That's a true love.  My favorite scenes are the one when sweet Aurora first greet Maleficent.  It was sweet and even much sweeter when it is Vivienne >< Angie's daughter.  It was a cool scene and I just love it.  The second scene is when Maleficent was trying to revoke her spell but failed.  That feels. ughhh.  Then the scene after the prince kissed Aurora but nothing happened.  I love what Maleficent said to Aurora.  It was a tear-jerking.  Come on, I'm a soft hearted.

 "I will not ask you for forgiveness. Because what I have done to you is unforgivable. I was so lost in hatred and revenge.  Sweet Aurora, you stole what was left of my heart. And now I’ve lost you forever."

"I swear no harm will come to you as long I live. And not a day shall pass that I don't miss your smile."
 

And you know I thought Diaval would kiss her.  Hahaha.  But then I knew it! Maleficent has been with Aurora's entire life, she watched her as she grows and provided her with everything she needs.  She was there every time just like Aurora have said...I saw your shadow anywhere I go.   Maleficient would never have thought she would fall for the 'beastie'.  Well, she said that when she cursed Aurora, "Will be loved by everyone who sees her" well I'm not sure the right dialogue but it carries the same meaning.  

About that girl who played Aurora, I knew it! I knew it was Dakota's sister!  Haha I am cool~  She suits the character well, ughh and what a nice looking girl, tall and beautiful and suits that Aurora name too.  I love all the casts, they look awesome in their characters and yaa Stefan, serves you right, how can you play with someone's heart and you are lucky that beautiful Maleficent fell for you, you ugly boy.  Hate you.  And yeah why would Maleficent turned Diaval into a horse when she can turn him into a dragon! Okay, maybe on her defense, she needs the Phillip prince to be with her and to keep the horse or something..idk.. *squiting eyes*.  And yeah I ship Diaval and Maleficent. Hehehe.

Yay 10 stars!  ☆.。.:*・°☆.。.:*・°☆.。.:*・°☆.。
Well, I love fantasy and magic.

IDK

*CONTAINS HIMYM SPOILER*

but ya I assume I'm the only one who just watched this last night

I was crying when I wrote this entry.  I was looking for a troll or meme to post on my fb as I volunteered to do that for their research or something, I came across this & it crashed me.  I was waiting for the downloading which I didn't even started yet to finish but then this happened!  It was like having the biggest secret unleashed! idk what I'm saying.  And then I remembered I saw a thumbnail of HIMYM finale ep on youtube.  Luckily the line was good.  Yaa I didn't even watched the first twenties eps tho.  I shocked that Robin & Barney didn't last longer, that was unexpected.  My fav moment was when Barney sees his baby and was being emotional, finally met the love of his life.  TT_TT.  That was a heart warming scene.  Eventhough I kind of know how it would end, Tracy being dead or something & I once again didn't expected it ended that way.  What the kids said was true, it was always be about Robin and not the mom.  The blue French horn scene made me cried a river.  idk.  I personally don't really know how I actually feel.  Maybe because of the almost no attachment between me and the Tracy character I don't really feel bad about the whole idea of the story.  I hate the description this wiki tells.  Really am, it sucks.  They should change it.  There are plenty more people who haven't started this show and would like to watch but please not with that description. idk.  But here I am pasting it in my writing, I've warned!  And how I always hope that Robin is the one.  And Robin please don't mess up again! idk.  When the kids tell Ted about Robin, I remembered about their vow they made many years before that on to get married with each other if they haven't found anyone when they reach forty.  I'm happy for them.  I think I am ok with this whole story.  I believe most of us wanted Robin to be the mother but the plot twist which I find very awesome, still managed to make Ted and Robin together and she is not even the mother.  I think it is cool.  But then I think Robin & Barney is great together.  Haiyaaa.  It was all about Robin after all.  Feeling like making a poem on this.  It is wonderful, funny, eye-opening, sad, and etc.  I had fun watching these.  I loss words heh. 

 *applaud on you guys*

thank you.  

bluergh

Movie : The Perks of Being a Wallpaper

I tweeted 'The Perks of Being a Wallpaper'.  I just finished watch the movie and I like it.  I encountered the titles a few times before when I was changing the tv channels but I didn't of watching it.  Idk.  It just does not came up to me.  But I just did.  I missed the first few scenes of the movie though.  I like the man.  Always.  Haha.  He is Logan Lerman and he reminds me of Jake Gyllenhaal and he is the introverted boy which I think is cute and again reminds me of Donnie Darko, same kind of boy, having a little mental breakdown or something but yeah Donnie was a real breakdown. pheww.  Emma Watson is in it too!  This is my first time seeing her in other movie than Harry Potter and yeah she speaks American accent here!  Haha!  But I sometimes caught her speaks her British accent a bit, I just knew.  She is a good actress~ Lovely girl.  This movie is interesting and Idk how but I just knew that this movie could be adapted from a book.  A novel.  An awesome book, I would guess.  And yeah there's a book of it and it triggers me to read the book.  I'll find it later.  Guhh.  I wish I'm a good reader >,<.  This story has cool issues in it.  And yeah then like usual, I would typed down the hero's name on Google image and there I found familiar looks.  Is he the Percy Jackson guy??  And YUP he is!  The best is I had never watch the movie before!  I hate that!  I always wanted to watch it but I just can't get my hands off other movies.  Appending.  I think I should start to look for it.  So, yeah another guy in my list hehhee.  Hi Logan.  This is clearly not a review of a movie hahaa.  Maybe just a tiny review of it.

 

 

Reminds me of Dylan O'Brien

I begin to know myself.  In the term of what kind of men that I like.  From the list of men/celebs that I fancy, they begin to create it.

Currently listening : Cobalah Untuk Setia cover Shila & Syada Amzah

Movie : Thor

*SCREAMING*

I REALLY LOVE THIS MOVIE

ya I know I am way too late for this

But come on! Im a busy person!

I love Loki the most!  

Adorable Loki is adorable!

Tom Hiddleston is super good-looking with black hair!

Can u keep that? (>/////<)

But I like everything about him!

His smiles~

HOHO I'm talking like Barney Stinson now!

So yeah I found an adorable deleted scenes vid on youtube.

  My fav is the first scene of course!

"Now give us a kiss"-Loki

that is funny!

*FANGIRLING*

atm: *watching Tom & Robert interview on Avengers*
ps: I made myself two clip videos of my most favourite scenes in Thor.!

Album : Origin of Love

At first this album didnt impress me much but after I studied all of them, it feels great!  I love this album as much as I love the previous two!  I got the deluxe version so it has different mixes!  Acoustic version always sounds as good as the original version!  Especially 'Love You When Im drunk'  the piano sounds so good!  The 'Origin of Love' is nice too,  'Tah Dah' was the first to grab my attention.  Then 'Lola', 'Step With Me', 'Make you Happy' and I listened the 'Popular Song' version with Ariana Grande & I super love that but it wasnt in the album, I mean the one in the album is in a slower version.  So as usual, I like Mika's pieces.  From this album, the songs have girls' names like Emily & Lola.  If there are more, tell me, I may be overlooked.  I havent study the lyrics yet.  Maybe I look up to them when I want to write a one leaf about them!  In fact I wrote one & Im gonna make a section as 'one leaf' or something.. Im not a good writer but at least I can write.  Just to enhance my skill.  It is becoming real rusty.  Yaa the music are awesome as usual & I dance to them.  Also, I think he tried a lil bit diff with this album.  There is a bit techno or at least what I thought.  The 'Make you Happy' track.  Yes? No? Apart from that the lyrics of the tracks are cool & awesome XD.  I wish I can write like that. 

Is this happening to me?
Have I lost all my defenses?
Should I wait around and see
What it's like to lose my senses?
Always looking for the chance
From the high ground to the ditches
But the chance I'll never miss
Now I know what happiness is~ ♪

not mine

been mori-ing a lot.  looking for decoden stuff, miniature-lover at heart

Ps: I finished watching K-On! atm Im buying Sylvanian product, cant wait!

Movie: Speed Scandal

At first, I wasnt really looking for movies to watch but I randomly clicked & clicked this.  When the hero is Cha Tae Hyun I was oh my I am so watching this!  And so I watch it and happy with it!  I love it!  7/10 stars from me to this film for being such a beautiful movie.  The amazing casts, cute girl & that little boy, cool plot and all T.T <--- Cried of happiness.  I love Cha Tae Hyun too! Now that I've seen a lot of his acting so I decided to make him as my favourite actor.   I've watched Sad Movie, Crazy First Love (i dont like this but his skill is just as good as him in other films), Hello Ghost and now Speed Scandal!  Yeah Imma going to add more to the list in the future!  

And back in the holiday few days ago, me, omma n yo dongsaeng watched 2 Days 1 Night!! Oh how I miss that show so much!  How I tried not to watch them because I no longer can watch and follow the shows weekly now that Im here at this place.. and the best part is Cha Tae Hyun is in 2 Days 1 Night!  And I love that!!  And other new members too which I am nt familiar with.  But there is that Bridal Mask's actor which I dont watch it.  Watching them reminds me of Mc Mong, Kim C, G won uwaaaaaaaaaaaa.!

Ps: its not really a review he he

Song: Dancing Queen

Kyaaaa~!  I just found this song by this cute rookie group name Crayon Pop, Dancing Queen..hmm I guess its their latest single and its the second after the first mini album; Crayon Pop. If not mistaken Ive mentioned about them before..heh.  I like their Bing Bing both song and the dance~~ <3<3  The Saturday Night which surprisingly im not yet moved to watch it so umm yeah but I kinda like the song too.  Ive downloaded the album.  Anyway, they just came up with the teaser video for this song but I already love this song and of course the dance!  Its awesome haha.  Its good for workout I guess because there are flying and side kicks included and they are wearing track suits with wool hats! :D

Anyway, Crayon Pop is under Chrome ent. consists of 5 members; Gum Mi, So Yul, Cho A, Ellin and Way

Members:

Name: Gum Mi (금미)

D.O.B.: 1988.6.18

Height: 165 cm

Weight: N/A

Real Name: Baek Bo Ram

Name: So Yul (소율)

D.O.B.: 1991.5.15

Height: 162 cm

Weight: N/A

Real Name: Park Hae Kyeong

-Maknae

-Rapper

Name: Cho A (초아)

D.O.B.: 1990.7.12

Height: 163 cm

Weight: N/A

Real Name: Heo Min Ji

-Face of the group

-Twins with Way

Name: Ellin (엘린)

D.O.B.: 1990.4.2

Height: 165 cm

Weight: 44 kg

Real Name: Kim Min Young

Name: Way (웨이)

D.O.B.: 1990.7.12

Height: 163 cm

Weight: N/A

Real Name: Heo Min Seon

-Twins with Cho A 

Aigoo why the glasses?? I cant identify any of them yet except the one that seems the tallest, Gun Mi? Emm but anyway I still got them mixed up.  But maybe not for long he he.  Also I love there are twins here~  Make Crayon Pop a lot more cuter.  I want to get to know them haha what a sentence.  I want to buy their album too I guess ngee~  just sent an email to lovcrown whether is there any?  And the fact that they are new and newly debuted, it means I get to follow from their very first step in the industry~

Love this part!

And this too!

The full dance and song, a fancam and its amazing (>,<)

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Yaa Im kinda promoting them!  Hwiting Crayon Pop!

Movie: Hello Ghost

Spoiler-alert!

Yup that were my feeling that I can only remember..at the beginning of the movie, I was like  but then when the truth begins to take place..I was so feeling it.  The movie is so beautiful & was presented in a beautiful way with great actors and the story itself is the awesomest!  This will be the most my favorite movie for this year.  I was like, "Now we know why does the women ghost kept crying & when asked, she'll say because she IS sorry.."  A mother's saying always get me.  Ya she really sorry for her son because she left so soon, too soon it is (T_T). There was a part when the women & the son in the market & she held his hands.  I thought the ghost liked him but that was her dream when at the end when the man was still a little boy, the mom saw an older lady was wrapped by her son's arms & the women the ghost was wondering when she will get the same experience but she never gets it.  I feel like crying whenever I remember any of the scenes.  Even right now!  The way the main man figured out everything.  When he actually said something, "Oh my mom said it is good for your blood" while chewing the kimbab with the girl he likes and then it all started.  The mouth which was still filled with food,,his tears began to fall.  And I too, was thinking eh he said his mom.,when he said earlier he doesnt even remember his family.  Also, when the nurse found out about the shoes in the box which was the reason her late father gambled in the hospital this, i didnt realize it until Siew Ling told me.  This movie is really is an awesome masterpiece.  Well maybe only me but trust me or you are one cold-hearted person.  

we can watch the awesome movie here: well I attached it here.