I made a photobook not long ago, these are just the proof version made for us to keep by the company hence the low quality. It is a 6x6 with 40 pages photobook. I named it Perzine: My Prescription with Mac DeMarco collage (not made by me, credit to owner) as the cover.
Sunday, October 28, 2018
Photography: Brushing up
Still and always be learning
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You know this is Ikea |
Small fraction from Hat Yai Trip :
Brighter tones
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Some darker shots
Am I doing well?
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Wednesday, October 24, 2018
Movie: I Am Not an Easy Man
I super love this movie, it's a Netflix movie, from some feminist shit group or something. Role reversal theme movie. I am not an extremist or feminist but I do love to read and study around their stuffs, their fights, the world fights and stuff, since these kind of things come to me so naturally and I find it so easy to learn and to understand what's happening around me but at the same it gives that depression vibe to it, when you know too much of it and all you want to do is stop everything immediately and sit at one corner and reflect things. You know that feeling? It's burdensome since I'm a Muslim and I have big devotion and everything I do is always to be based on Islam and by that I mean I am not a fan of my own race. I do live as one but I don't get it when it comes to certain aspects of it, sometimes I wonder why I feel this way, it's good to know that you belong to something (in my case, I belong to that race) but it's always enough for me to know that I belong with the rest of the Muslims. We're the same in the eyes of God. So why obsessed much with your race when you don't even perform your wajib prayers. Such a shame.
So this movie, I found it when I was looking for some movies to watch and I can't really remember what I wrote in the search button but I guess it was on some what if men are women and women are men, and similar things. Then I saw this thumbnail, and the guy is attractive so I was attracted and so I watched the trailer, and also because the title is eye catching, we usually hear girls say it, "I'm not like that, I'm not easy," To me it was super explicit, nudity and also it is French. I watched the one with English dubbed and thank god it was nicely dubbed and perfect.
The actors are great, I love the casting and also they have made a similar themed movie but it was a short film! At first I thought it was the same movie but the shorter one was one small fraction of it! Same actors (except for the main stars).
The short film is called the Opressed Majority
I know such movie is trying to reach more people to better understand and to educate the rest of this but I want to see it as it is, the way I find this pleasant to watch, the plotline is super smooth, the way it ends, although I don't want it to end like that but the ending is a clever one, it's a good writing, I'd love to see more of these and mainly by them. I love their work. The main stars are gorgeous, I love the way the main girl acts in PU or AU, I can imagine that happen. After the movie ended, I thought to myself, if it ever, it this possible? Maybe we turn out like this because Prophet Adam was the first human on the Earth and he's a man and he's a male species and later came Eve. I guess that's why we are living in the men's world they say. Although there are people who are okay with this gender dominance over the other, and how there are males who are not agree with this, there are alpha, beta, omega males right, so we are different but the question is why is that this party or group of people is on the top. Maybe in case of hyenas, females are dominant, and the males are even lower than babies in their hierarchy but I guess this can happen since the females also have penis, ya I know theyre pseudos but I think it'd work like that if human females too have that. But who knows right. The typical ladies are everywhere, they want men to hold them, to pamper them, to call them princess and beautiful, give them this and that, taller then them, and the list goes on, we can't really complain since there are people like this, born that way. But I just think that we should not be ignorant and do realize that there are girls who prefer pants, who prefers boxing, who prefers no lipsticks, who prefers skirt with sneakers, who prefers football tickers over flowers and etc, and also boys who prefer to stay at home, boys who prefer to be a follower, boys who prefer to cook and more. (don't get me wrong boys cant wear necklace and bracelets since Islam says that is specially for the ladies only)
Parallel Universe! Where the gender roles are reversed, we can have a taste on what it'd be like if this is the reality, girls running topless, wearing suits, no make up or hair being done, men wearing short shorts and more! It's super cute, I can't deny. There's a few scenes where the main girl was heading out from her house with a shorter boy in short shorts and bright shirt kissing so girlishly (in our life).
What I want is that people should not use this kind of phrase
"They want you to serve the VIPs since you are a young unmarried girl" or
"Once you got married the pupils will respect you"
"You will be free once you got married"
(these are real phrases being said to me)
OH COME ON!?!
We should instead encourage both boys and girls to learn how to cook, be in the kitchen, both should know how to work with hammers and nails, and etc.
I don't want equality I need justice,,
(I still need stronger people to lift heavy things you know and we are born like that, we are truthfully different in physical abilities and also I often get away with no need to go outside since I am not covered so my brothers instead had to go out and attend to whoever out there, so yeah)
and for people not to be IGNORAMUS
shit to these people saying things like I got no feelings and stop assuming
This is similar to the some movies I've watched some time ago, a short film titled A Man's World and also Ki & Ka
Monday, October 22, 2018
Journal: New Friend
So, I made a friend with a student of mine. I never taught her class tho but we were in drama competition and stuffs so we started to text later after the competition. Long story short. we share a lot of interests. She knows Billie Eillish and some other singers that I like and I was mesmerized. We use full English while texting, and again I am amazed and always be. At some point she started to post on her ws status about MCR and I responded and I knew it, she's fallen for the no longer existed band (it will remain in our hearts tho, haha what). Yesterday, I actually said "LIKE R WE FRENS HAHAHHA" and she said "IKR, I THINK WE R"
Then because of her, I looked back to the stories I have never known existed (well I think I avoided it, like for the longest time) but then I think it all made sense now, somehow, on how Gee was alcoholic, the sudden marriage, the break up and I also just knew that Frank didn't know about the break up, whhattttt -_-? The whole Frerard (as a fan I think it's fair for me to know about this and not just as some fans shipping this boys). Makes sense. All this times I was only the surface considering myself a sensitive, like I'm into interpreting songs, the MVs and stuffs.
Also she told that she has seen Frank's kids when I told her about them not showing the kids' faces I was WHAT. Saw this video. What a sweet dad. I hate you Frankie sobs. I just learned he has 3 kids. Ha ha. I've been retreating myself since the band broke up I guess, and a little earlier I guess since I was getting to know Kpop world *nervous laughter* and also the fact Frank posted poems he written under the name of F.T. Willz *sobbing.
The song You Know What They Do to Guys like Us in Prison is always been suspicious to me but I never really go beyond anything, I guess I really was being mild with anything but their songs and albums. This song as others had put it as the gayest of all. It was written about Bert? or Frank?
ps: Why did I read of the theories?? Now I feel sick in the stomach
*sigh*
Thursday, September 13, 2018
Movie: Sierra Burgess is a Loser

So, I just finished watching Sierra Burgess is a Loser movie! I watched last night but the line got interrupted so I went to bed, it was 3 am anyway!! I had to sleep! I enjoyed everything about this movie, typically. My sister suggested this and I didn't know about this movie before but I did watched a video about this guy Noah Centineo on some YouTube channel about him answering fans' questions while playing with puppies and he was so cute, adorable and hot at the same time and he has very sexy voice.
I love this movie, it shows typical relationship between two people and that is realistic like it happens everyday, The texting parts, the different phases of getting together or dating and stuffs, even I (in Jenna's voice) got smitten all over. I squealed and fangirling, hard but at them not picturing myself in it lah.
At first you're going to see and typically hate this Veronica character, she's a typical mean girl at school. She's popular, super pretty and mean, all the package but her character changes towards the end and she's like the hero but reading other comments about she deserves Jamey more than Sierra because of what she had done to her (it is mean but I guess she had been collecting this hatred Veronica had been giving) she started this at first, you know giving away random people's number and she didnt even like Jamey because of whom he hang out with (and also did I miss something because the synopsis says that Sierra has crush on this guy? because the way I see it, she never met this guy before and she likes him after they started to text).
I especially love it how Sierra and Veronica's relationship turn into a better one. They found a friend in each other and also Veronica becomes a better person and I think this is because she actually has a friend, and that is Sierra. What Sierra did to her was mean but that's life I guess (Ya,,I'm biased for this ship and this is regarding the unpopular opinions about not wanting her to get the happy ending kemonnn it's the writer's story and it's up to them *read in Jenna's voice ok!) she also had things rough and she panicked I guess so she acted the way she did.. she's upset and got things misunderstood. For this I like this friends, and the ending, trio friends and I awed! *blush
and the poetic parts, I'd imagine if this is ever adapted from novel, it would be more cheesy and smitten and I think I'd know how the writing would be and it'd be great. Love the fact that she is the daughter of a successful and beautiful parents, I like the things she said when she was upset the day she went back crying and she poured her heart out and that was heartfelt; about how to top them, they're successful and beautiful and stuffs. And that brings to the song she made and sang to her dad when she said she wanted to talk, she gave the song to Veronica which is cute and sweet and what Veronica did after sweeter was even sweeter. I like how they always made references of poems and poets tho I know not much about them but Jamey is seen to be a poetic person too so they're belonged to each other. The way he describes the football games is poetic. The moment when Jamey met Sierra real life but without knowing her and the shook hands and they had a moment just like she said but I know Jamey too feels something.
The actors are great, they should do more movies together, I guess.
I like the ending tho it's expected but at first I still had my doubts.
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